Friday, April 27, 2012

Benny and the porcupines

Benny and the Porcupines
It took me two days to do this one.  I wanted to make Benny and the porcupines both larger, but I have a really hard time figuring out how to do that.  When they are small, it is hard to paint them.  It's also TOO BIG (as they all are) for the scanner, which is not good!  I lose part of the painting when I scan it.  This is the SKETCH.  (the painted sketch, but not the official final).

There is something wrong with this--and with most of these, the scans on this scanner all look washed out and pale.. They don't look like that on paper--that is one of the problems with actual paint as opposed to artrage--getting them digitized so they look right is hard.  Difficult.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Benny and the Kangaroos

Benny and the Kangaroos and koala
acrylic on paper
in sketchbook

Not an Artist, not a mechanic

Not an Artist, Not a Mechanic

I spent the evening, as I have spent every evening lately, struggling with a painting for my children's book, Brave Benny's Animal Alphabet. Nothing was going right and I was berating myself. "Why am I doing this? I am not an artist, this is stupid."
My husband was out in the backyard trying to fix the brakes on my car. He came in looking depressed and upset. I told him what I'd been thinking, and he said, "I've been thinking the same thing, 'why am I doing this? I'm not a mechanic!'"
Of course, he who has had no official training as an auto mechanic has successfully fixed both our cars on numerous occasions. And I have painted some acceptable pictures, in spite of my lack of training as an artist. "Folk Art," my artist friend, Heidi, tells me.
Is a mechanic someone who gets paid to fix cars, or is a mechanic someone who fixes cars? Is an artist someone who gets paid to do art, or is an artist someone who does art? My intellectual answer and my emotional answer are not always the same.






Mary Stebbins Taitt
image credit: me, Benny and the Quetzalcoatl for my book
Please note: My computer is at the repair shop and has been for 2 1/2 weeks and I don't know how to do this on my iPad, I can't seem to upload pictures.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

two new paintings



Q is for Quetzal, Quetzalcoatl, and quail, J is for Jay and Jaguar--these are acrylic sketches in Aya's book
Unfortunately, my progress on the paintings for the April 30 deadline
remains slow.

Monday, April 23, 2012

Motor-City Earth Day Rant

Here is my Earth-Day poem (my computer is still down, so this is hard):

Motor City Earth-Day Rant

In a city where big cars rumble down cracked and broken streets
and big bulldozers grind stolen homes
to dust and leave our most vulnerable
homeless,
dandelions remember spring
and bloom abundantly in the highway medians,
glorious galaxies of stars, born of stardust.

In a city of huge cars, huge industry
and huge pollution
where a new McDonald's rises on our corner,
robins remember spring,
hop on toothpick legs
and search for worms among the trash.

In a city of gigantic cars,
where little minds believe bigger is better
and expensive is the same as quality,
crabapples blossom,
pink as cotton candy.
and just as sweet.

In a city of ridiculously huge cars
where tiny minds care more for the bottom line
than for the earth and its power to sustain us,
our children and our grandchildren,
magnolias drop their petals on intentionally poisoned lawns.

In a city where rum-runners drove across
a frozen river to Canada,
swallows return and skim the water for the insects
that would otherwise bite us,
unless the powerful poisoned the insects,
the swallows
and us
into oblivion.

In a city with the biggest cars on earth,
I stand at the pulpit and preach to the choir.  
The powerless listen
to poetry and song
while the powerful
destroy.
But if we stand together, side by side, speaking
as they say, truth to power, perhaps someone will listen
and things will change

or perhaps the powerful will mow us down and go on killing,
poisoning their children and grandchildren, and ours,
poisoning dandelions, robins and crabapples,
the water we drink
the air we breathe
and the food we eat
for the sake of their almighty dollar.

Look around.  Dogwoods and tulips blossom
while invisible toxic fallout
from industry and testing seeps silently
into the our air, into the grass and trees
and onto the cookies we serve to celebrate the earth
while their greed and our apathy
take turns shoveling a grave for the human race
to bury itself in forever.

If when we destroy ourselves, the earth survives
if we leave anything at all
to the rest of the biosphere,
if the earth still has the strength and power to heal itself,
it may be better off without
the greedy and apathetic,
better off
without us.


Mary Stebbins Taitt
120422-1031-4d(10),
120421-1654-3d(6), 120420-1513-2a, 120417 1st 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Benny and the Rhinoceroses

Benny and the Rhinoceroses
Acrylic and watercolor
I'm getting nervous because of the encroaching deadline--April 30!

These are theoretically just the SKETCHES, but may end up being the "finals" since my times is running out. The deadline for this Brooklyn Art Library project is April 30. The total final paintings in the book needs to be 32. I have 18 additional actual painting to do. And of those, only 4 of the sketches are done. The deadlines periods are too short for my ability as an artist.

The process isn't helped by the fact that my computer is still at the repair shop and all the computer work must be done on old SLOW machines,

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Benny and the iguana adjusted

Benny and the Iguana
Gouache
The scan came out too light to I adjusted it--my computer is still at
the repair.

Benny and the iguana

This painting is not this light--I am reallu upset with the scan. I'm
using the old scanner because my main computer is still at the repair
shop.

Lowering sky

Aya's Moleskine skipped Gretchen and came to me and will return to
Gretchen later. This is "Lowering Sky," a collab with Roma. There
was a little red spot that looked like blood and I made it into an
insect.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Benny and the Skunk

Benny and the Skunk
I have to do 17 paintings in 12 days and I may not make it. That to
meet the Sketchbook Project deadline, which is April 30.