Tuesday, January 03, 2012

Janathon, Day 3, Part II

Tuesday, January 3, 2012 4:19 PM

I am out walking; it is very cold, but sunny, though the sun is low because it's so late.

I am sick.

My Psion is broken.  Yesterday, I went out for walk and took the Psion, Aamira, out with me.  When we were leaving for our trip to Syracuse' the Psion was working fine and it put it in it's case for safekeeping and when I took it out, it made crackling sounds and refused to work,  I am writing on the iPad, but it is big and heavy and hurts my hands and back holding it like this and won't fig on my pocket and my hands are getting cold.

Aamira means full of life, but Aamira is full of death.  Or very ill, anyway.

I am sick,  I had insomnia last night, but it goes beyond insomnia..  I had two bouts of vertigo and have been dizzy, weak and (mildly) nauseous all day,

I can't walk, I'm going back.

I am home again.  I walked 15 instead of 45 minutes, not a good start to the new year, but not horribly surprising considering all the garbage I've been eating over the holidays.  I hope that's all it is.

I plan to make up the lost time.  I couldn't do my sit-ups and other exercises today because of the vertigo.  I did do some of them, slowly, but gave it up--it was exacerbating my vertigo.

I am depressed about being sick and depressed about not accomplishing anything today and depressed about the Psion being broken.  Bad start to the year.  :-(   I often get off to a bad start because of holiday indiscretions in my eating.


John said...

Mary some people wouldn´t even have made the effort feeling the way you did. You must have great self discipline.

Mary Stebbins Taitt said...

Thanks John for looking on the bright side!!! I am starting to feel better.